She was the girl who never got the full opportunity of loving someone with her whole heart. Before any relationship could blossom, guys always ran in fear of the unknown. They jumped into something too fast, fell too hard, and too deep, so they ran away. They ran her around this never-ending cycle, a rollercoaster of emotions, and she was growing tired. She was a fresh new pair of shoes. Guys always put her on and showed her off. Over time, she would get worn out, messy, and eventually thrown out and wholly taken for granted. She never felt like a first-place prize. She was always silver, never gold. She came so close but always fell short. Every time someone let her down, she locked herself away to feel everything burning and breaking her heart. So much travesty for one young woman. So many tear-soaked pillowcases, worn-out tissues, and empty wine bottles. It was an endless cycle of heartbreak, of not feeling worthy enough of someone’s love. Despite all of this hurt, hardsh...
I hope that you find comfort and peace to keep living your life. We are all in this together.